Don't eat what your soul dosen't accepts...

Day before yesterday, We were at the small cafe. I ordered the chicken sandwich there and one of my friend came who was pure vegetarian. I said to him don't eat it. But he put that sandwich in the mouth.

So I don't know why??

I'm not feeling guilty. I want to feel guilty.

I also didn't apologies to him.

May be I should do him.

But after this I will not have courage to face him. So Lord what should I do?

Loose my friendship forever or just be the kind of fake friends?

And I have dream today, at 08:26 p.m.(that's the time when I woke up).

I saw that I, my school friend, and one of my friend from my colony, we were drinking, and I saw that he was cooking chicken(Isn't that weird) or it is that only I'm making it weird to appear.

I don't know..

He said that he has not eaten non-veg for the past 20 years.. and due to me I ate it..

I don't know..

About my mind.. I think it's weird..

very weird.

~Thank you